f.a.i.t.h.

I am still waiting for you.

My expectancy ends up being emptiness,

but without expectancy I ...

I am left with disbelief.

And with disbelief I lack in faith,

and with a lack of faith I lack anything to hold.

What is faith if I am not faithful to ANYTHING?

I am faithful to expectancy, and not God.

I am faithful to SOMETHING.

Looks like I put my faith into the wrong elements.

Though I see myself in the mirror, I eventually turn around and look the other way.

But turning around and looking the other way does not indicate that I am no longer what I once saw in that mirror.

It only means that I do not see myself for who I really am.