I am still waiting for you.
My expectancy ends up being emptiness,
but without expectancy I ...
I am left with disbelief.
And with disbelief I lack in faith,
and with a lack of faith I lack anything to hold.
What is faith if I am not faithful to ANYTHING?
I am faithful to expectancy, and not God.
I am faithful to SOMETHING.
Looks like I put my faith into the wrong elements.
Though I see myself in the mirror, I eventually turn around and look the other way.
But turning around and looking the other way does not indicate that I am no longer what I once saw in that mirror.
It only means that I do not see myself for who I really am.